She is my SUNFLOWER in every SPRING.
She is my COAT in every WIND
She is my twin for all time sakes
for she is the only one I always wants to seek.
She always have a bucket of POSITIVITY
that always change my NEGATIVITY
She is my ULTIMATE WARRIOR
In the future castle I want to conquer.
Wednesday, June 25, 2014
In a second.
In a second.
For over a year they are your FRIENDS even FAMILY but in a second its all gone.
I was always their baby , their younger sister and now everything change. I was nobody. I was always the person who is outcast, with friends date even our friends birthday celebration. No one would even text me if I won't be the first one to do it. I just do not know what happened.
I feel like is all coming back to highschool wherein I need to stand up, talk loud for others to see me more. I am tired of being that person. I wasn't suppose to be like this.
There are great changes that happened in my life even with myself. The first is makeup, I said to myself before that I won't put some but now I need it. I cross through the boundary of my ability but I guess its not enough because I was not this person. This is all about your persona to other people.
I want people to see me always as a loud jolly, outspoken , talkative person not a person who would put on some headset and imagine her life in a different way. But somethings always wakes me up and that is reality. That I need to do it for the people around to notice me because if I don't I will be nobody.
I wish everything would come back to the same place wherein I have friends and family that truly is with my side not just in Facebook liking my pictures.
For over a year they are your FRIENDS even FAMILY but in a second its all gone.
I was always their baby , their younger sister and now everything change. I was nobody. I was always the person who is outcast, with friends date even our friends birthday celebration. No one would even text me if I won't be the first one to do it. I just do not know what happened.
I feel like is all coming back to highschool wherein I need to stand up, talk loud for others to see me more. I am tired of being that person. I wasn't suppose to be like this.
There are great changes that happened in my life even with myself. The first is makeup, I said to myself before that I won't put some but now I need it. I cross through the boundary of my ability but I guess its not enough because I was not this person. This is all about your persona to other people.
I want people to see me always as a loud jolly, outspoken , talkative person not a person who would put on some headset and imagine her life in a different way. But somethings always wakes me up and that is reality. That I need to do it for the people around to notice me because if I don't I will be nobody.
I wish everything would come back to the same place wherein I have friends and family that truly is with my side not just in Facebook liking my pictures.
Thursday, June 19, 2014
My Ultimate Hero
MY
WONDERWOMAN
She helps me at everything I do
She fly with me up in the sky
She fall down with me in every cause
She is always there like a mole
She never leave me through it all
She is always there every worth
She comes to me every dawn
She is always there like a mole
I never imagine life without her
Because I always call her every mourn
She is the reason for everything
She is the reason I am here
She never stop to love me
Even though I sometimes did
She is simply my everything everytime
Because she is my only mother my only knight!
Choices
BETWEEN
TWO NOWHERES
Caught between the two
Have no idea what to do
Nor have reason why I am in between
In both people i love within
They are both my weakness and my strength
They made me good in hell
They maybe opposite from one another
But they can lean on to one another
I am though in the different world
When I am with them two
But they thought I made a choice
They were wrong and I do too
And now everything was gone
Nothing had happen in time
I thought I am trap in the two
The real thing is it was NOWHERE I am into
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